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15 years.. Almost half of my life. So many things have happened. Memories were made and forgotten. I kind of grew up here - happy times. I've certainly learnt few things, was inspired, amazed. Today things seem shallow, pale. Maybe it's meant to be that way, maybe I allowed it to happen. I still, maybe more than ever, feel an urge to get out there, experience nature - an ultimate meditation. Pictures are still taken. I'm even sometimes very satisfied with them - over time that became rarer and rarer, as the expectations grew. I often wonder what's the reason behind all of this. Hoping to find an answer one day. Take care you all! And you run, and you run to catch up with the sun but it's sinking Racing around to come up behind you again The sun is the same in a relative way but you're older Shorter of breath...

Good morning guys! Well, yes. I'm little ashamed- I just noticed, that almost four years have passed since my last journal. That's super scary and probably needs some deeper reflection, but let's get to the point. I may have been absent during this time, but in fact DA played major role in something very important to my life that happened not that long ago. I got married! And you know what? DA is the very place where we exchanged our first messages. It's even where we arranged our first meeting, 1685 days ago :) And look where are we now :) Thank you Deviant Art. Who knows if I'd ever meet my Amber Lady without you :)

After almost seven months my journey came to an end. I finally returned home. It was more than two weeks ago and I still can't pull myself out of this whirlwind of craziness, meetings, things that have to be handled :) I'm constantly trying to shift my focus and time priorities towards photography. I'm doing some progress.. :) As I wrote in my previous journal, my old fellow, Nikon d50 met it's fate. I could feel that coming. Nikon had around 47 thousand shutter releases- that's 17k more than producer gives warranty for. But it was tougher than I thought. It wasn't shutter failure what ended it's history. It was raging December storm with it